CAN'T

She can't look at herself, can't bear the thoughts of her past memories coming up to haunt her once more. It had been years since those days, those mistakes. But even years later she cannot erase them from her memory, she can't get rid of what she did. She can't change how she acted. Anguish filled her stomach as she lay curled up on the floor. Her brain wouldn't leave her alone. She hit her head once more; trying to get the memories out. But they wouldn't come. She tries again and then again until she can't.